It’s time to get used to me…

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Hey Guys!

If you didn’t know I’m officially starting YouTube!
It’s been a dream I haven’t dared to live, it’s something I’m passionate about.

I’ve talked it through with myself over and over and over.
“Is it the right idea?”

“What if people from my Past find my channel”

“What about hate?”

“Will this even become something?”

“Who would care to watch me?”

“I’m not like everyone, what if I don’t fit in?”
All the above are negative! But why not try! I never know what will happen by the end of this year!
I have been wanting to be a YouTuber for so long…

(Right now I’m typing and About to cringe) I used to ‘pretend youtube’ *closes eyes and screams internally* but why not make my fantasy being a reality?!
I’m just a girl who is ‘different’ than others. Probably not a subject for this entry but I’m like no other…in a way, I AM unique!
I’m just an 18 year old, who lives with her parents and doesn’t have a career right now.
although I wish I started sooner, I’m now confident, I expect hate and that’s okay. Well yes, whatever is thrown at me will hurt but I’m gonna be on youtube, living the dream I’ve wanted that feels like a lifetime.

I need to stay focused.ย 

I’m going to post a blog with a YouTube video and sometimes at random.

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Thank you for reading!

Jess xo

Would You Rather Tag : Beauty Edition 2015 ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’…๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ‘„๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ˜˜โค๏ธ

1.) Would you rather lose all of your mascaras, eyeliners, lipsticks, and lipglosses or lose all of your palettes and eyeshadows?ย 

All of my eye shadow palettes As I barely use them as I get an irritated eye so it will smudge and I have to be really careful on which products I use๐Ÿ’•ย 

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2.) Would you rather chop off all your hair or never be able to cut it again?

Never be able to cut it again as I want long hair ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿป

3.) Would you rather have a coral cheek or a pink cheek?
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Coral cheek! I’m after the collection speedy stick and its that sort of colour ๐Ÿ˜Š

4.) If you had ยฃ1000 to spend, would you rather buy clothes or makeup?
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Apart of me is saying makeup but to be honest I need new clothes as summer is coming up and I have nothing but warm clothes ๐Ÿ˜…

5.) Would you rather apply lipstick as eyeliner, or eyeliner as lipstick?
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Eyeliner as lipstick as I’ve don’t it before! You can use pencil eyeliner as a lip liner as it has the same products in itโœŒ๐Ÿป๏ธ and I usually do a full lip with eyeliner๐Ÿ‘„

6.) Would you rather only shop at MAC or Sephoraย 
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I’ve never been Sephora so MAC๐Ÿ’„

7.) Would you rather only use one eyeshadow colour or one lip colour for the rest of your life?ย 
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One eyeshadow colour as I do that anyway ๐Ÿ˜‚
8.) Would you rather wear winter clothes in the summer or summer clothes in winter?ย 
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Summer clothes in winter as I basically did that last year ๐Ÿ˜…

9.) Would you rather have dark nails or bright nails all year round?ย 
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Bright as dark nail polish could ruin your nails.
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10.) Would you rather give up your favourite lip product or your favourite eye product?
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ย Favourite eye product as I’m so obsessed with lip products ๐Ÿ˜

11.) Would you rather only be able to wear your hair in a ponytail or a messy bun?ย 
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Ponytail๐Ÿ’๐Ÿป๐ŸŽ€

12.) Would you rather never be able to paint your nails again or never use lipgloss?ย 
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Never paint nails again ๐Ÿ’…๐Ÿป

13.) Would you rather shave your eyebrows and have none at all or sharpie them in every day?
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I’d be weird and Sharpie them ๐Ÿ˜… they’d had to be a brown sharpie and the eyebrows must be on pointโœ’๏ธ๐Ÿ˜…

14.) Would you rather live without makeup or nail polish?
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Nail polish my nails are too short for nail polish? ๐Ÿ’…๐Ÿป

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